ooops... eto na naman siya!

IF I BELIEVE

If I believe in paradise,

I swear I must be there.

I swear I must be there right now with you.

If I believe in miracles,

I'd know that one was happening to me.

But I don't believe in paradise

And miracles are not real.

Then, someone tell me what is this I feel?

Chorus:

I wanna believe it's love this time.

I wanna believe my heart's not telling me lies.

But with you I can't deny.

If I believe in paradise,

I swear...

I'm there.

If I believe in magic spells,

It all would be so clear:

A magic spell must have brought you here.

If I can see the future,

I'd see if you and I were meant to be.

But I don't know any magic,

And tomorrow's just a dream.

Then something in this fantasy is real.

I wanna believe it's love this time.

I wanna believe my heart's not telling me lies.

I wanna believe it's love this time.

I wanna believe my heart's not telling me lies.

But with you I can't deny

If I believe in paradise, I swear...

I'm there.

I'm there...

I swear...

If I believe.

Nampucha.. pilit kong iniiwasan pero eto na naman... ganun talaga siguro! Haay, pang ilang beses na ba itoh. Sabi ko sa sarili ko ayoko na. Gusto ko munang magpahinga. Pero eto na naman siya, kumakatok... malakas! halos pati kapitbahay namin eh magising sa lakas ng pagkatok niya. Pano ko ipapaliwanag sa kanila kung anong klaseng ingay meron sa pagkatok sa pinto ng puso ko?! Ahhhhh! wala bang gustong tumulong?! Kasalanan ko ba? E nananahimik lang ako isang umaga tapos hayuuun... nasundan na ng napakaraming pagkatok na animoy walang kapaguran sa pagkatok. Sana nag-doorbell na lang eh, pero hinde! bakit ngayon pa? Kung kelan nasasabi ko na sa sarili ko na okey na ako, na masaya na ako.

Tapos ngayon nagbabanta na naman...

Hindi ko lang alam kung nagbabanta ng kasiyahan o isa na namang kalungkutan na ayoko nang balikan.

Ah ewan, ah basta, pahinga muna 'ko!